Wednesday, August 1, 2012

The Journey Is All There Is

“The morning breaks eternal, bright and fair.”
Fallon, NV

Lonely? Yes it was. Desolate? Not at all. Neither was it hostile nor harsh. In fact, “The Loneliest Road in America” segment of US 50 may have been the best ride of the 3073-mile road.

Yes, there were long straightaways as it traversed huge basins. However, the rider was rewarded at each end with twisty turning climbs into or out of those basins, often sandwiched between towering rock formations.

The ride down into Austin, UT from the east was downright hair-raising. (Didn’t mean to leave you out, Old Danny Boy, I was just a saying . . .)

So Mr. Lead Fist actually took it fairly easy today. The road is posted 65 in Utah, 70 in Nevada. We stayed under 80 most of the time. Not a problem until the very end of the day when we came up behind what turned out to be a sheriff. We were going 75-78ish. Evidently that wasn’t fast enough to get us pulled over. Still, it was close. ODB lucks out . . . again.

But here’s the thing. They call it “The Loneliest Road in America” for a reason. (Other than because it’s in America.) All that solitude – with hours between towns and very little traffic – lends itself to introspective contemplation. I knew this was brewing. I know ODB better than I know myself.

He calls these trips his MMPAA (Major Motorcycle Pilgrimage Across America). We’re getting close to the end of this one and he’s getting tired. I think that helped him get out of his own way as we talked today about the journey.

We decided that going from Point A to Point B is a myth. There was no Point A. There is no Point B.

That’s true in life, as well. I didn’t come into existence when I left the assembly line door. I am the sum of my parts that previously existed. Just as ODB didn’t come from his mother’s womb. He came through it.

We remembered how it felt when we got to the end of US 20 on the 2009 MMPAA. We followed that thing relentlessly from Newport, Oregon to Boston, Mass. When we finally arrived in Boston, there was nothing there but another road. When we started the trip, we didn’t just magically appear in Newport, we got there from somewhere else.

ODB has been around death in the past few months. In March, he and Al the Fisherman held their friend Rich as he died and witnessed first-hand the miracle of death – the transformation from a person here to a person forever gone. Three months later Erin, the mother of his youngest daughter, died. He went with his daughter to visit Erin’s body one last time. Again, witnessing the wrenching finality of death.

Today, the spirit of Erin and Rich were present on our journey. Of course his dad paid a visit, as well. It was reassuring to have their company.

The end of life’s journey is not the end of the road, nor is birth a starting point. They are turning points. Just like US 20 was in Boston and Newport, and just like we’re going to find tomorrow where US 50 ends in West Sacramento. The road we follow ends. We make a turn and keep moving forward.

There is no Point A. There is no Point B. Life is a journey. The journey is all there is.

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